O.K. manchmal denke ich im ein glutton für Bestrafung. Ich habe die beste Freundin der alten Zeit im Augenblick. Ich weiß, daß ich eine sehr AFC Sache kenne, um zu sagen… aber sein zutreffendes.

Mit aber ich noch unternehme eine Schlacht mit mich über einem Mädchen, das ich heraus über einem Jahr vor verlor. Ich denke, weil das Mädchen jemand war, das ich für eine Weile gewünscht hatte und schließlich erhalten, es die abschließende Ablehnung dieses viel härtere bildete zu nehmen.

Either way, I’m still half heartedly trying to get her. And its not working. It is like the ultimate chess game. Every good move I make she counters.

The problem is that she is as cold as ice. Nothing seems to affect her and she can be so quick to disappear without any sense of regret.

I’ve fallen for her shit for too long, and have been left hanging many times. I’ve finally stepped back and had to ask myself…”Do I like the punishment that she disses me”

The answer must have been yes… because i kept taking it and letting myself be fooled into believing i had finally won.

Well, I think I’ve finally put this behind me. Some girls are just too unemotional to be won over. Not to mention I have a girlfriend who would be heart broken to know I’m even still going after another girl. And my girlfriend is better in every way…. EXCEPT the Challenge.

Damn, i’ll never grow up will I?

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